I just heard news today, that last night, she went out with a few friends for drinks at a club... her friend gave her a lift home at around 2 in the morn... quite stupid really.... all of girls were intoxicated with alcohol (according to the docs)... especially the one driving... all i from Torrie's mum is that the driver hit a curb and then lost control of the car and smacked bang a tree...
Torrie is in a coma rite now... the others are ok... Torrie was sitting in the front next to the driver... docs said upon impact she must have hit something really hard.
damn it Torrie... u knew better...
I have always told her to be in control of what she drinks... she has low alcohol tolerance... she n her friends must have drank quite a bit to lose their sanity to be able to think what they r doing when they got in the car and start the engine... they r smart girls... n it took one stupid mistake to cause a life threatening event...
n wtf.... it had to be torrie didn't it... DAMN IT!!!! damn it... what r the chances...
its so frustrating when i cant do anything about it... i'm stuck here... and she's in a coma in Bammunggrad Hospital in Bangkok... lying there... probably with her mum at her side crying her eyes out... i should be there...i should be there next to her...
I'm stuck here buying my education... i cant leave.... i'm commitments to attend to i cant leave.... what the heck? ... my parents wont let me go... i can't leave... the only way is to book the first flight direct to Bkk... get the taxi to speed down straight to the hospital... i don't care how much it cost i'll go... thats what i wish i can do... but i cant... i have to think straight n back into reality...
3 days ago.. we ended our 5 years of long distance relationship... it wasn't a bad break up but.. but both of us knew it was coming... but now we are best friends... she is still the only person who understands me and my other half... and it could be over....
i don't have much to say rite now.. i guess its the effect of having such a shock of such events happening and it can even be prevented...
Torrie... its now btwn u and God.... i cant do anything, mum and dad cant do anything ur friends cant do anything more than HOPE TO GOD.. u'll wake up...Torrie i wish could be there right now, everyday i'll be at ur side.... holding ur hands in mine till u wake up... but i cant....
i can't...
all i can do is pray for u to wake up from the bloody coma...
i'll play our songs over and over again and again... thats all i can do... (Incubus - Drive and Cranberries - Linger)
To my college friends... Chloe, Karmen, Sherman, Shermaine, Shy Theng, Ken n Farid... Sorry for treating u guys like crap today... thx for trying to help me... i didnt want to say anything.. one cause i just heard tis news i just dont wanna let all my anger and frustration on u guys or accidentally just burst out in college... and 2ndly i just dont wanna it so i wont have to repeat myself and probably would have just got angry then... hope u guys understand...
Danny...
p.s if u guys read this send me a text message that u have read it just so i'll know...
Incubus - Drive
Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear
And I can't help but ask myself how much I let the fear
Take the wheel and steer
It's driven me before
And it seems to have a vague, haunting mass appeal
But lately I'm beginning to find that I
Should be the one behind the wheel
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
I'll be there
So if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive
Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive?
It's driven me before
And it seems to be the way that everyone else gets around
But lately I'm beginning to find that
When I drive myself my light is found
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
I'll be there
Would you choose the water over wine
Hold the wheel and drive
And I can't help but ask myself how much I let the fear
Take the wheel and steer
It's driven me before
And it seems to have a vague, haunting mass appeal
But lately I'm beginning to find that I
Should be the one behind the wheel
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
I'll be there
So if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive
Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive?
It's driven me before
And it seems to be the way that everyone else gets around
But lately I'm beginning to find that
When I drive myself my light is found
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
I'll be there
Would you choose the water over wine
Hold the wheel and drive
Linger by Cranberries
If you, if you could return, don't let it burn, don't let it fade.
I'm sure I'm not being rude, but it's just your attitude,
It's tearing me apart, It's ruining everything.
I swore, I swore I would be true, and honey, so did you.
So why were you holding her hand? Is that the way we stand?
Were you lying all the time? Was it just a game to you?
But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?
Oh, I thought the world of you.
I thought nothing could go wrong,
But I was wrong. I was wrong.
If you, if you could get by, trying not to lie,
Things wouldn't be so confused and I wouldn't feel so used,
But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you.
But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?
And I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?
You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?
If you, if you could return, don't let it burn, don't let it fade.
I'm sure I'm not being rude, but it's just your attitude,
It's tearing me apart, It's ruining everything.
I swore, I swore I would be true, and honey, so did you.
So why were you holding her hand? Is that the way we stand?
Were you lying all the time? Was it just a game to you?
But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?
Oh, I thought the world of you.
I thought nothing could go wrong,
But I was wrong. I was wrong.
If you, if you could get by, trying not to lie,
Things wouldn't be so confused and I wouldn't feel so used,
But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you.
But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?
And I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?
You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?
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