Long day... time to remember...Lizzie... my condolences to u....

Gosh! Cell last week was not just any other week in cell! We had 8 people! And we had a welcome back surprise as Li Yenn came back from Edinbrough! (Apparently, she has been back since last Monday -.-) didn’t know about it till Dionne told me last Thursday. Hmm… seems like she is trying to pull a surprise on the current cell leader of Campus Town! Lols…. I think we can just say we r glad that she is back home!

Today has been a busy day… I m now here sitting in my college foyer…. With 2 other friends of mine … chillaxing after a long day…

Had to go to college at 9 in the morn.. not for class.. but for group meeting.. last min rush for the 12 noon presentation.

Lizzie… my condolences to you… I understand what ur going through… it is painful.. it is a shock … for me… death of 3 friends from Jan this month… it’s a hard and painful time… but how I managed to get on with life is to remember the fun I had with my friends and also that they have gone to a better place.

Lizzie be strong… that’s how I got pass… If u need someone to talk to … let me know k? call anytime u want to chat… Im sure ur mum is in a better place.

Slow Dancing in a Burning room....

It's not a silly little moment,
It's not the storm before the calm.
This is the deep and dying breath of,
This love that we've been working on.

Can't seem to hold you like I want to,
So I can feel you in my arms.
Nobody's gonna come and save you,
We pulled too many false alarms.

We're going down and you can see it too.
We're going down and you know that we're doomed.
My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room.

I was the one you always dreamed of,
You were the one I tried to draw.
How dare you say it's nothing to me,
Baby you're the only light I ever saw.

I'll make the most of all the saddness.
You be a bitch because you can.
You'll try to hit me just to hurt me,
So you leave me feeling dirty cause you can't understand.

We're going down
And you can see it too
We're going down
And you know that we're doomed.

My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room.

Go cry about it
why don't you?

Go cry about it
why don't you?

Go cry about it
why don't you?

My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room.

Don't you think we ought to know by now?
Don't you think we should've learned somehow?




John Mayer

My Epiphany...Nothing to say... nothing to do... string was cut... was all a waste...

5 mins... she raised her hand.... 5  mins to go...

a third has spoken... two thirds left unspoken...

thuds beat like a war drum... hinge of hair stood like spikes in a ditch...

spoken words flew out like music notes serenading from a classical guitar....

9 mins... she raised her hand... 1 min to go....

string was broken before the tune could even be completed... 

the war drum stopped... only whispers of cold cold wind could be heard...

shock rush... adrenaline rush... too late... 

tongue swallowed, too late to retrieve...

"points wont be taken from this point onwards..." she said....

"wanna continue?" she say...

"Yes! continue!" 

"Continue!" 

the voices said...

shutters closed... visions darken... tear drops.. drip... drip... drip...

words begin to flow again... then stopped at the cut... flow began.... then tripped... choked.... mollified, I'm done... choked... suffocated... bang and I'm at death's door...

this is my epiphany... over worked creativity... wasted creativity... wasted time... wasted marks... 

wish that marks are sucked, drilled, removed, spilled, others saved from pits of failure....except mine... totally deserved... "marks for the good... peanut for the failure.."

this is my epiphany, over thought.... over estimated ...over minded... over my head... 

surrounding words of comfort, waiting, over looking the prison... the cage... gates sealed for ever... no seepage... no room for comfort....

letters of words of "Its alrite..."... "better next time"... "dont get too worked up.." "i know how u feel"....

Thank you for ur kind words of comfort... but... u do not know or even know how i feel or what i m going through.. so dont judge me... 

drug rings... thief, gambler, pursuit from gangsters, Friend in jail ... mum could have almost have cancer.... friend got into accidents... in a coma... lost a friend in a world of darkness.... under hands of a puppet girlfriend... Torrie... in a coma and now ... in a grave in New York... home with the Lord...

u dont know what i m going through... NEVER say ... "I know what ur going through", "Take the chill pill."...." Chill man..." .... cause u don't ... no 1 will know know i feel... except of course ... God... yea... u must be making me go though this for a reason  n on purpose....   

how on earth i keep up a straight face in public i don't know... only God knows...

how i can life day by day with out throwing myself off a cliff .... only God knows...

how i keep thinking of jumping in front of a busy high way... only God knows...

how on earth i escape death ... countless.. i dont know... am i a cat now? with 9 lives?? ... only God knows...

This is my epiphany, lost friends... lost family... torn apart relationship... lost hope and will to live.. lost in pages of life... death is searching... death is coming... one by one and counting... death is trying to kill me... 

my epiphany....

my anguish, depressed, stressed, busy, scheduled life... things gotta change... and they will... 

things are changing now... 

people will think twice before choosing teams... "danny F***ed up last time...", "danny choked".. "Do not choose Danny... he F***ed up last time.."... " he s*** in his pants"....

don't think there are real feelings in the world now... all could be fake ... we know not...  

Realization... Clarity... o how many times it passes me by... now theres clarity.. and realization... 

My Epiphany... 

Danny...  

 

Berlin Wall cant be broken down!

OMG!!! I cant believe one of my teams lost!! (Portugal and Netherlands!!) but i have to admit that the Germans are hard to break down.... Not to say its a sad time for me.. but i was not sure who will win even though i m a portugal supporter...

but none the less ... i vowed to sherman that even if Portugal Lost i will still wear my Portugal team polo-shirt the next day....

no shame...

its Football...where magic can happen any time...

unlucky for scolari, Ronaldo... now this is where things will start to heat up! Ronaldo to leave Man U? That could be a choice... n i must say he just might switch to Real Madrid who seems to be leading the race to get his signature on paper!

3 teams that will be interesting to see perform next season.... Inter Milan, Chelsea, Barcelona and my team! LIVERPOOL!!! Gosh it would be great to see David Villa, Downing and Gareth Barry at the Kop!

Chillaxing at Starbucks... while doing some work!

Ahh.. just what i needed.... a loungy cafe area, my notes and work, my laptop with free internet and..... my Mocha Frappacino! What perfect area to just Chillax ( Chill & Relax) in a public area looking cool with my laptop like i'm some high tech kid enjoying life on the fast line of life!

well... not to say i'm not enjoying my life rite now... but this month has been a really packed month for me... as u guys know i have been quite the night owl lately from the Euros and also with a fresh pile of assignments, in the likes of Mass Comm, Advertisement, Mass Comm group presentation, Comm English, Research assignment, and also another presentation for Presentation Skills class and last but not least..... Computer Graphics Final Assignment (worth 50%)!!!

surprisingly... i'm not panicking lol since most are due at the end of the month... still got 2 more weeks to go... if i have learnt one valuable lesson since joining IACT... is... NO LAST MIN WORK!!! Its been a hard lesson tough to me last time has i had 3 Computer Graphics due all on one day... that was one big regret and i hope lighting does not strike twice!

If u guys have noticed... the past few post does not contain any real life pictures... welll... i lent my Olympus cam to Renee.... and i forgot 2 remind her to bring to college... ARGE!!! lol!

ANyways back to work...work....work....

EURO FEVER!!!!!

There is no doubt that i'll be a night for over the next 2 months i.e till 30th June 2008... the finals!! 

Yes... a night owl.... 

I will be rooting for 2 teams.... Portugal and Netherlands!! 

Portugal and Netherlands are really strong in their counter attacks and also great at keeping ball possession.... tho i must say the greatest weakness for the dutch is their defence but they have one of the best and most experienced goal keepers in the competition, Van Der Sar. 

Spain could be the dark horse here... they have been under performers in the past... maybe they can reach pass quarter finals this time round... 

France and Italy, obvious favourites and are past winners of this competition.... but france are lacking fire power, slow and also have old players.... Italy alike as well, but they are still strong and can be dangerous... tho i'm surprised Inzaghi was dropped from the squad... for Del Piero instead. -.-! 

Germany as well, always consistent, finishes at least semi finals.... another dangerous team to face and with the likes of Klose, Padolski, Ballack and Metzelder in defence... this a strong Berlin Wall!!! 

Any ways... i was suppose to post this ages ago... LOL was just... Lazy... was prompted by a few people to update my blog... Li Chuen, Sean and people... Good to see that people r reading my blogs and want to know more about my life! 

anyways.... chanting here... "Netherlands!!! " "Portugal!!!"  

Friday Nite Boardgame Fever! Happy Birthday I-Yin!!

OK...

i must apologize to me fellow readers that i haven't post anything since Friday! well basically i went back to Pahang, Temerloh to be exact for visit my relatives.. so i have been away since Saturday morn till Sunday nite.. I'll b writing a post on Temerloh soon, lol after i put this post in that is.! AKAN DATANG!!!

Anyways..... We went to Mage Cafe in DJ to play boardgames! if ur wondering why on earth cant we play at home? well... we dont play the traditional games such as Monopoly, Pictionery, Uno... its special games ;D .. by that i mean... ParkerBro's games are boring! there are new kids on the block with new games! but not sure their names la of course... Mage specializes in importing board games that are not available in malaysia and GOSH! they r fun!

We didnt know how to play most of the games.... so... we have an expert advisor!!!!

hehe... i was thinkin.... it must be hard to get a job there... lol u have to not just be a waiter and memorise the whole menu... but also to know how to play all the games available!!!! and there are like over 50+ games there!!!

(i cant be bothered to put all the picts of shelfs crammed full of games.... so there are a lot!!)

haha the games are so competitive.

here r some pictures of our competitiveness to the MAX!!!

hehe.. i can see that Mei Fong's Cell plays forfeits! Marwan i think hadto sing our National Anthem wahahaha!!!

Last but not least! It was I-Yin's Birthday!

I-Yin and her Cellies!

haha! it was a fun filled nite ! it was a combination of Denice's, Sue Ling's and my cell, around creating soo much noise and HAVOC! hehe .... everyone else was doing the same thing as well so thats cool!!!

ARHG!!! I GOT TAGGED AGAIN!!....

I'm at Wondermilk... and i just got tagged!! Argh... iwas busy enjoying my Pesto Chicken Sandwich and a cup of espresso! putting that aside.... fine! i'll finish the questions!

1.Real name - Daniel New Ming Soon
2.Nickname - Danny, Dan, D, Danny Nanny=.=" ,Dannyboy (is the most recent) etc...
3.Married - No
4.Male or Female - M
5.Highschool - Bangkok Patana International School (Thailand)
6.College - Sunway University College, IACT Advertising College
7.Short or long hair - Short
8.Are you a health freak - Now i m getting more health conscious
9.Height - hmm cant remember when i last measured....
10.Do you have a crush on someone - yes.. a small one
11.Do you like yourself - ... DUH!!!!!
12.Piercings - No Way!
13.Righty or Lefty - Right

FIRST'S

14. First surgery - None
15. First piercing(s) - Well... i stepped on a Nail before... that hurt like crap! Iwas playing football on a field and scabbed my knee on a broken glass....
16. First person you see in the morning - Myself ! or my mum when she wakes me up
17. First award - U17 Football, came first place with my team at SEASAC
18. First sport you joined - Swimming
19. First pet - Alaskan Huskies ... I miss u gurls!!!
20. First vacation - lol i cant remember!
21. First concert - Incubus Alive at Red Rock!

CURRENTLY

23. Eating - Pesto Chicken Sandwiches - they r just DEVINE!!!
24. Drinking - Iced water with a slice of lemon
25. I'm about to - take another bite of my sandwich!

YOUR FUTURE

26. Want kids - hmm idont mind having kids ONE DAY... but i m content with managing my own life rite now :D
27. Want to get married - Most likely, in the future..
28. Careers in mind - I wanna ba jazz guitarist and Saxaphonist, Advertising, Marketing, PR, Events & Managements based on what i'm currently persuing... Advertising/ Marketing Communications Diploma then a Mass Comm Degree in RMIT.

WHICH ONE IS BETTER

29. Lips or eyes -Eyes
30. Hugs or kisses - BOTH!
31. Shorter or taller - erm Average? XD
32. Romantic or spontaneous - Hmm i would like to say a bit of both!
33. Sensitive or loud - Sensitive + LOUD!
34. Trouble maker or hesitant - Trouble Maker

HAVE YOU EVER

35. Kissed a stranger - YES i HAVE!! when i was in Sweden for a vacation in Stockholm... every1greatseach other with huggs and Kisses!!!!
36. Drank bubbles - hmm gassy drinks count?
37. Lost glasses/contacts - I have never lost any but i have broken a few pair of glasses and never lost contacts
38. Ran away from home - I love my home, my family!
39. Liked someone younger - yea
40. Liked someone older - yup, well cause i have been with people aged a year or 2 older than me in high school and college, so i guess tats a tendency to like someone in my year group who is older.
41. Broken someone's heart - well i have broken my mum's heart of things i did in the past that she didnt like.. but she has forgiven me and i regert.... I love u MUM!!!
42. Been arrested - Never!
43. Cried when someone died - yes... i did... i cried also when i know that someone is passing away... especially people who r close to me or has been part of my life...
44. Liked a friend - Well relationships starts off as friends rite???

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

45. Yourself - Yup
46. Miracles - Yes
47. Heaven - Yes, definitely
48. Santa clause - Some old Childrens tale... haha my Santa Clause is my parents, bro , friends... ALL who gives ME presents!!! :D
49. Angels - yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY ~*

50. Is there one person you want to be with right now - I would give any moment to get a chance to talk to my Gf, who is in a coma...
51. Do you believe in God - Yes, definitely
52. Tag 5 people - lazy la... am still eating my sandwiches...



Finally its over!!!! haha... now back to my sandwiches!

Signing out from Wondermilk!

How Are Your Manners?

You Have Good Manners 75% of the Time

Your manners are quite excellent. You are well versed in etiquette. Of course you have the occasional slip up, but you even apologize with grace.

How Are Your Manners?

What Your Taste in Music Says About You?

What Your Taste in Music Says About You

Your musical tastes are reflective and complex. You are intellectual to the point of being cerebral. You are very open to new experiences, and even more open to new ideas and theories. Wisdom and personal accomplishment are important to you. You are naturally sophisticated. You are drawn to art, especially art by independent artists. You are likely to be financially well off... and not because you were born that way.

What Does Your Taste in Music Say About You?

Are You Sweet or Salty??

You Are a Salty Person

When it comes to snacks, you're more likely to grab a bag of chips over a bag of cookies. There's a good chance you're male (men prefer salty snacks)... Or at least, you feel very comfortable in male dominated environments. Your taste tends to be complex, sophisticated, and adult. You tend to crave your favorite restaurant meal... or mom's cooking.

Are You Sweet or Salty?

According to Amelia: " I got this stupid friggin piece of crap! :/ "

hehe i got this questionnaire thingy from chronicles of a shorty. nowadays i have seen quite a lot of these things going around... must be quite a popular thingy.anyways.. here i go!!!!

1. What is the most important in your life? 

God, Music, family & friends, traveling & holidays, money, music instruments, lifestyle, dining and cooking... 

(in no particular order)

2. Will you consider sexual relationship before marriage?
the bible says i can't so... i guess gotta wait for marriage then... after all its pretty cool to save urself for that one true love of ur life...

3. Do you smoke?
Will never touch a stick and will never smoke anything that harms me health! 

4. What is the latest gadget that you own?
My New Laptop, my latest member of my pedal board, the AC Booster! 

5. Who did u mostly text yesterday?
erm... lets see.. bernard, James, Abigail... yea.. top 3 ...

6. How old are you and are you a virgin?
I am 18, going on 19 ...

7. What is the latest thing you bought with your own money?
I got a shirt & a pair of jeans from Pull & Bear, and my AC Booster pedal...

8. Chocolates, Oreos or Villa?
Chocolate!!!

9. Where do you wish to get married?
Well ideally in a church, or mayb somewhere romantic like in Hawaii, or in a tropical paradise!!

10. How old do you think you will be permanently owned by love?
I'll let the hands of time and destiny decide on my fate...

11. How many kids do you want?
I guess maybe 2? 3 is like too much and summore i dont wanna have the middle child to have that middle child syndrome..

12. Are you in Love??
At the moment... grieving... for lost love....

13. Where was the latest restaurant you had dinner?
Marco's Pizza??? view last post :D 

14. What is your full name?
Daniel New Ming Soon

15. Name the latest book you bought.
Trudi Caravan book series... 

16. Do you prefer mother or father??
wah?? i dont favour one but i m closer to my dad and my bro is closer to mummy but i love u both equally!!

17. Do you believe in God?
"DEFINITELY, i believe everyone needs a religion for extra guidance" quoted by chronicles of a shorty

I find that Amelia's quote does define my believes as well... 

18. Name the first person you really wish to meet in real life for the first time?
John Mayer, Oprah, Frank Miller, Robert Rodriguez... list goes on as many of these people inspired me to be what i m today... 

19. Christina or Britney?
All the way Christina! her voice is amazing! and she looks fab!! Trend setter she is!

20. Do you do your laundry?
Yea i do it once a week... part of my obligation for my chores but its good practice as next time i gotta do it on me own!!!

21. The most exciting place you want to go?
I have been to NYC, London, Paris, Munich, Hong Kong n Bangkok for shopping and also i lived in these countries for awhile so i guess for i have been to places i have dreamed of going.. but there is still a few places i wanna go.. Sweden, Italy, Brazil, Caribbean Islands... awesome places to go... and a must in my books :D

22. Hugs or kisses??
BOTH! :D but depends on situations... i dont go up to random people like some french people who kisses people ... too touchy for me... but for friends, family, people i m close to its aite... 

23. Single or attached?
Single now....

24. Point out 5 thigns that made the person you tag associated with you.
LOL i tagged myself??? lol i just wanted to answer them questions :D 

Dinner at marco's ...

it was only the 2nd time I'm eating at marco's pizza, at KJ opposite the KJ train station.... 

the first time i ate there... i  remember the serving was freaking small and prices were expensive... it was ok la... but that time its like even dominos were way in front and better...

Ambience was not bad...

my mum signed up for this Marcos Pizza card thing... enables us to get free pizzas n other things like any other promo cards la....

mum n dad thinking of what to eat...

i seen such a big bottle of tabasco sause b4! i have seen the salt and shaker sized ones but this one is like.... the size of a bottle of seamaster water bottle!

since drinsk were quite pricey... and looking at other customers... their drinks were super small.... so i decided to get FREE REFILLABLE water with some lemon! so i called it... LEMONIZED H20~! 

my bro got this dish... some fancy italian name given ... but nonetheless its just spegetti meatball.. it wasnt bad i must say... the sauce and meatball takes alright...

while my bro ate his spegetti, my parents n i shared 2 pizzas... this one is called the Tsunami.. -.- what a name... it has anchovies, basil, ham, sausages, green peppers, olives,tuna... yea... but how does ham and sausages fit in to "Tsunami" ??? 

this was some fancy named pizza as well.. but its like meetballs pizza?? with gazzilions of cheese!

woah!! its a minefield! or it could be some planet... 

YUMMY LAVA CHEESE!!!!! btw.. its the same meatballs used on the spegetti... -.- 

ALL in all my 2nd experience at Marcos Pizza was just above satisfactory.. lets say... 6.5 out of 10.. the best was the Meatball Pizza... the meatballs in the pizza was a lot... since places like Pizza Hut and Domino's ones makes u spend some time looking for the meatballs... 

movies i'm dying to watch!!!

there r a few movies i'm dying to catch this month (i.e May to June) ...

What Happens in Vegas  starring Cameron Diaz and Ashton Kutcher (NOW SHOWING)

Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of The Crystal Skull staring  Harrison Ford, Shia Labeouf, Cate Blanchett, Karen Allen, Ray Winstone (22nd May 2008 - this comin thursday!)

Wanted starring Angelina Jolie, Morgan Freeman (26th June 2008)

KungFu Panda starring Jack Black, Angelina Jolie, Jackie Chan, Lucy Liew, Dustine Hoffman (5th June 2008)

Doomsday starring Rhona Mitra, Bob Hoskin, Alexander Siddig, Adrian Lester, Sean Pertwee (26th June 2008)

The Bank Job starring Jason Statham (26th June 2008)  

JuNE is ONE HELL OF A MONTH!!!!

life goes on...

i havent got an update lately... not sure if everything is alrite or not..  but i surely hope so... 

i have already decided to move on as there is nothing much i can do but just to pray... but i thank u guys again... on behalf of her family i thank u guys for ur prayers... and for me... thx for ur sms, emails from u guys who r studying overseas....including my cell leader Li Yenn and Ven Xhin a fellow cell member... ur sms and emails have kept me going... and i would also like to thank God who has guided me with words of wisdom from ur word in the bible have helped me persevere on and also not to lean on my own understanding and also that u will bless those who continue to trust their life fully unto u.... 

continue to persevere... continue to live life to the fullest...

it's coming to 7 days now... she is still in a coma... the pass 6 days has been a real rough ride for me... 

when i first found out on friday morning during break from Com Graphics class... the call that dropped an atom bomb on me the last few days.... i didn't know how to reach or what to react to the situation.... i didn't know whether to be angry... sad ? 

My collage mates did notice that i was in a bad mood and out of place.... but i didnt wanna say anything to anyone then... i was just.. pure mad then....

during the weekend i had to pretend nothing happen at all... i had to keep my face lit up happy like it was any normal weekend...but when i got home.. i just cried.... i just cried my heart out.... 2 nights... 

since monday till tuesday... i did talk to a few people only but thats cause they know when to  talk... they listened  which was what i needed... i didnt need someone who keeps asking me if i was ok every 5 mins....

i get a call from Bkk everyday at night... so that i can get an update on the progress and so that i can speak to torrie, hoping that in her coma, she can still be able to hear my voice... 

but yesterdays call was uncalled for... her mum told me that they were gonna decide to pull the plug on the life support unit that is carrying her heart beat and keeping her alive.... as the docs said taht its impossible to find a donor with that particular body part... 

when she got knocked in the accident... something hit the back of her head so hard that it created a hole in her skull and it damaged part of her brain... normally its the whole brain that gets damaged but hers was partial... thats y its difficult to find a donor... 

so tuesday was another atom bomb.... but harder... as it makes it seem so easy just to save money on the Life support system and pull the plug... 

during that day Hwee Yen did try to call me in the afternoon a few times in fact... but i was in class so i couldn't pick it up... ( btw i m in no favoritism of Hwee Yen or Jon Koo... both of u have been equally encouraging to me :D ... n i thank u guys again.... u guys r like my big sis and bro who i can turn to for advice...)

its good that i get to talk to Jon and Hwee Yen who told me that i could talk to them anytime i want and Hwee Yen said that anytime i can come by to play Saboteur which did put a smile on my face... 

on behalf of torrie and her family i thank u all for ur prayers and ur constant support for them... and for me... i thank u guys like wise for understanding where i m rite now... and now i m much better after consoling some of u guys.. thx again... 

Danny...

  

i can't leave... dont give up hope torrie... have a lot of people who cares abt u... especially me...

As those of u who r close to me know abt my long distance relationship with my girlfriend Torrie whom i met in high school in thailand. 

I just heard news today, that last night, she went out with a few friends for drinks at a club... her friend gave her a lift home at around 2 in the morn... quite stupid really.... all of girls were intoxicated with alcohol (according to the docs)... especially the one driving... all i from Torrie's mum is that the driver hit a curb and then lost control of the car and smacked bang a tree... 

Torrie is in a coma rite now... the others are ok... Torrie was sitting in the front next to the driver... docs said upon impact she must have hit something really hard. 

damn it Torrie... u knew better... 

I have always told her to be in control of what she drinks... she has low alcohol tolerance... she n her friends must have drank quite a bit to lose their sanity to be able to think what they r doing when they got in the car and start the engine... they r smart girls... n it took one stupid mistake to cause a life threatening event... 

n wtf.... it had to be torrie didn't it...  DAMN IT!!!! damn it... what r the chances...

its so frustrating when i cant do anything about it... i'm stuck here... and she's in a coma in Bammunggrad Hospital in Bangkok... lying there... probably with her mum at her side crying her eyes out... i should be there...i should be there next to her... 

I'm stuck here buying my education... i cant leave.... i'm commitments to attend to i cant leave.... what the heck? ... my parents wont let me go... i can't leave... the only way is to book the first flight direct to Bkk... get the taxi to speed down straight to the hospital... i don't care how much it cost i'll go... thats what i wish i can do... but i cant... i have to think straight n back into reality... 

3 days ago.. we ended our 5 years  of long distance relationship... it wasn't a bad break up but.. but both  of us knew it was coming... but now we are best friends... she is still the only person who understands me and my other half... and it could be over.... 

i don't have much to say rite now.. i guess its the effect of having such a shock of such events happening and it can even be prevented...

Torrie... its now btwn u and God.... i cant do anything, mum and dad cant do anything ur friends cant do anything more than HOPE TO GOD.. u'll wake up...Torrie i wish could be there right now, everyday i'll be at ur side.... holding ur hands in mine till u wake up... but i cant....

i can't...

all i can do is pray for u to wake up from the bloody coma... 

i'll play our songs over and over again and again... thats all i can do... (Incubus - Drive and Cranberries - Linger)

To my college friends... Chloe, Karmen, Sherman, Shermaine, Shy Theng, Ken n Farid... Sorry for treating u guys like crap today... thx for trying to help me... i didnt want to say anything.. one cause i just heard tis news i just dont wanna let all my anger and frustration on u guys or accidentally just burst out in college... and 2ndly i just dont wanna it so i wont have to repeat myself and probably would have just got angry then... hope u guys understand... 

Danny... 

p.s if u guys read this send me a text message that u have read it just so i'll know...

Incubus - Drive

Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear
And I can't help but ask myself how much I let the fear
Take the wheel and steer
It's driven me before
And it seems to have a vague, haunting mass appeal
But lately I'm beginning to find that I
Should be the one behind the wheel

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
I'll be there

So if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive
Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive?
It's driven me before
And it seems to be the way that everyone else gets around
But lately I'm beginning to find that
When I drive myself my light is found

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
I'll be there

Would you choose the water over wine
Hold the wheel and drive

Linger by Cranberries

If you, if you could return, don't let it burn, don't let it fade. 

I'm sure I'm not being rude, but it's just your attitude, 
It's tearing me apart, It's ruining everything. 

I swore, I swore I would be true, and honey, so did you. 
So why were you holding her hand? Is that the way we stand? 
Were you lying all the time? Was it just a game to you? 

But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you. 
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha. 
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to, 
Do you have to let it linger? 

Oh, I thought the world of you. 
I thought nothing could go wrong, 
But I was wrong. I was wrong. 
If you, if you could get by, trying not to lie, 
Things wouldn't be so confused and I wouldn't feel so used, 
But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you. 

But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you. 
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha. 
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to, 
Do you have to let it linger? 

And I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you. 
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha. 
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to, 
Do you have to let it linger? 

You know I'm such a fool for you. 
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha. 
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to, 
Do you have to let it linger? 

Mother's Day comin up...

According to Wikepedia (i dont care i m referencing them!), Mother's Day is a day honoring mothers, celebrated on various days in many places around the world. It's normally celebrated on the 2nd sunday of May... 

Found this funny article on 5 things not to buy for Mothers on Mothers day... quite funny really... cause i almost 100% agree with what the author (Thadra Petkus) wrote. (click here)

Am still not sure what i'm getting for my mum... too busy with Com Graphics and Comm English assignments.... will have time to shop on Weds... hopefully prices of gifts wont rise up yet...

holiday???

today.. labour day... 1st may 2008 ... 

well it aint a holiday for me!  got a bunch of assignments to get working on.... starting with Com Graphics... 

Happy B'day to Jacqueline - 26th April 2008

here r the delayed picts of Jac's belated birthday picts these werent all the picts just a few ... lol was too lazy to post it yesterday... turns out my com was laggin so much yesterday i could not wait for a few picts to get processed on9 lol

but nonetheless here they r.... 

Happy B'Day again!!! 

HILLSONG UNITED LIVE IN KL - 28 May 2008!!!!!!!!

ITS OFFICIAL! ITS OFFICIAL!!!!  HILLSONG UNITED IS COMING to KL!! to be precise...GLAD TIDINGS PJ ( my church ) on the 28th May 2008 !!!!!

They have also just started their own blog http://www.hillsongunitedkl2008.blogspot.com

Facebook Event - Here

Tickets are at RM50 each / per entry

Organized by Youth Alive Malaysia & Glad TIdings PJ 

Its just one month out, i suggest, u go buy your tickets NOW! Book as many as you can, cos i think, the Hall in Glad Tidings can only fit 3000 people standing up!

For more info call 012 387 9938 or my number 012-2179892 if u want to book and buy through me!!!  We’re gonna have one BLESSED nite with Hillsong United!! WOO HOOOO!!

See ya all there!

Daniel New

p.s i got the whole post from Daren's blog btw but added some of me own elements la (hope u dont mind Daren :D i too lazy to type me own one :D )   

AHH!!!!!! DEPRIVED of SLEEP!!!

Computer Graphics Assignment 2 was due today... and i handed it up on time!

3 days ago... 

was over confident that i can finish 3 pattern designs in a few days and can also watch the Liverpool game as well... n have time for futsal 

2 days ago...

was thinking if i can really finish all 3 designs by wednesday.... getting a bit kanciong already.... but decided i can do it!

1 day to go...

Alrite... got worried as i saw a fellow classmate's design... it was good but lecturer said it was too simple... now this is when i panicked ... if her's to me is a complex one and for the lecturer is too simple... it will take me awhile to get my creative juices in my brain to think of THREE COMPLEX designs!!!!

Day of reckoning...   

was sitting on my laptop working on "design 1" at midnight... completed it straight after the soccer game ended... around 5 a.m due to lack of inspiration ... i surprise myself sometimes that i can complete all 3 by today... around 2. p.m ... should have finished earlier if i did not have class at 9 to 12.... but none the less.. i'm so ever relieved taht another day of college has ended... did not have any sleep at all... went home at 4:30 ... had vocal lesson with Liang till 6 p.m went up to my room then i just knocked out....

woke up ... groggy at around 9 p.m... my bro was strumming on my guitar in my room... that must have woke me up... then went for prayer meet... an hr and a half late for the meeting... 

now i m home... chatting to friends... chillaxing... writing blog... and later.. watching futball again.... 

 

there is a first for everything... gosh!..

OMG! i tell u .... yesterday... i purposely come so every early... to college at around 7:30 a.m so that i can get a good parking in front of college... (normally its full by 8 p.m) .. after comin down.. the parking coin machine starts at 8 a.m... so.. i decided to head to McD to get a free Sausage McMuffin.. u know the 1mill muffins they will give away?? *pss... i still have 4 more :D*

continuing...

i then meet up with some of my class mates... at the corner coffee shop chit chatted till it was time for class at 9 a.m to 12 noon... then from 12 noon it went on till 2nd class.. ... in the break.. at 1:30 a.m in Advertising & Broadcasting class... we went to eat lunch... on the way back to college, i told Farid:

"Saman is something that i will not ever get..."

just when i said that.. i was like OMFG!!

i ran to me car... and low and behold... there was my first ever saman....

i dont have the picture of it... but it was for RM 100... according to some friends ... there is some "discount" from paying samans.. only at RM30 only =.= .... apparently ... only in our beloved country that we have such thing as "DISCOUNT" for samans...



there s a first for everything........ i guess....

... lalala...

am... so ..so sleepy to write something...

just got worship songs list from Jon... looks like this week tis gonna b one "HEAVEN" of a worship session!!! :D

ahh what an eventful day.

today myself, my bro, , Grace, Jon and Nelson went out for instrument window shopping the WHOLE DAY!! (from 10:30 to 6:30 p.m) we went to a few places today... very eventful as we tested out drumsets, guitars, etc...

my bro just got his 2 new John mayer cd's rare in Malaysia... John Mayer - Village Sessions EP - released after Continuum, its now stopped in production after John Mayer requested it on his blog. and As Is , his other album debuted in 2004. i still find it quite awesome how u can buy stuff off the net when things r not available here... my bro got his from Amazon... quite fast also .. :D

yes all in all an awesome day :D 2mr am going to WENDY"S!!!

Liverpool marches on

Awesome!! Liverpool won 4-2 (aggregate 5-3) !

I kinda feel that it should have been a 4-1 win ... as Reina made a critical goal keeping error... but the 2nd goal with Theo Walcott bursting down with only Skrtel defending againts 3 other Arsenal was ok.. as everyone went up to attack at that period.

Then again... Adebayor missed an open opportunity, he should have controlled the ball tho might have a better chance of scoring...

Hyypia's goal was great losing his marker (Sanderos) easily... i feel that Sanderos and Gilberto were the weakness points in Arsenal's defense... did not see much of Gilberto in the game and Sanderos was out witted by Torres, scoring a fantastic goal...

The penalty? i thought it was quite an obvious penalty especially when Babel has already surpassed Toure, leaving Toure struggling to match Babel's pace. As it was evident in the final mins of extra time where all of Arsenal's defenders were in Liverpool's half leaving Fiber Glass (Fabregas) alone at the back marking Babel and in the end losing pace again to Babel who slotted the ball perfectly at the bottom right corner :D

To be honest i was kinda nervous when Gerrard stepped up to take the penalty... as Gerrard has been holding the midfield more in the game than his usual paring up with Torres.. (due to a change in formation with three strikers in this game =.=") but as a leader he stepped up and took the penalty with calmness and at the same time with class...

Once again... for the third time...Liverpool meets Chelsea... very much expected....


and on the other semi final spots will most likely be Man U against Barcelona... guaranteed spot for a English team... it could even b an all England Finale....

busy busy busy!

my o my ... its been a freakishly long time since i blogged...

have been really busy with balancing college, guitars.. and my other commitments in my life... its really interesting how David, Jon and Karen has came up to me and told me that i should really find my identity in God during college and Uni days.... am still searching...

on the brighter side of things.. had a really awesome time again last nite at Hwee Yen's place for the weekly boardgames! we didnt play Betrayal at the house on the hill (Betrayal at House on the Hill won the 2004 Gamers Choice Award for Best Board Game) this time around hahaha.... we played the classic Pictionery instead... for those of u who dont know whats pictionery.. its like Taboo... but if u dont know either of the games then... google it!!!

tis fun as usually we try to keep our noise and excitement down and we ended as usual late... at around 1 a.m :D well its convenient for me anyways as i live like a row infront of Hwee yen's :D...

any of u have a passion for boardgames??? let me know... i m gonna host a boardgames nite .. more details comin soon!